Choose

What do you do when your life stands still
Where you can do nothing, no matter how great your will
When you turn around to look way back when
To time when you were happy again

To a time when your cares were far behind
And for you, misfortune was hard to find.
When you could give a sigh of relief
Because the last thing you ever gave thought to was grief

How does it look as you stare down the trail
That was filled with hopes that you’d think never fail
But now you have come to different place
Where happiness is naught but a scarce trace

Has the world turned its back upon you for no reason
Has the world committed an emotional treason
Why would such misfortune befall you so fast
And why wont the new good memories last?

Remember the times between you and I
How does it feel to move on and say bye?
It may be you don’t want to move onward on track
But you’re pushed on by others who wont let you back

Well I am still here, standing right in your sight
And I sure as hell wont stand here and give up the fight
I stood by through worse, and I wont give up now
I’ll fight tooth and nail and hopefully, somehow

I will eventually succeed, but I cant do it myself
I need you to take a firm stand and help
You have to defy what you no isn’t right
And I will agree with you each day and night

For I know that this is matters too much to me
To have it be removed completely, you see
So now is the chance, do you want to keep going
Into new wilderness, without help nor knowing

So now what happens, which way do you choose
Because no matter the choice, somebody will lose
But remember that road with the memories we’ve had
And I always was there, through good and through bad

And now when I need you more now than ever
Our friendship is tearing and soon will be severed
So now that you know that life isn’t going to wait
It wont wait for your lingering fears to abate

It’s going to continue so you must go on
But hopefully you’ll see what’s been there all along
What do you do when all you need is a friend
Well remember I'm here, and I will ‘til the end.

Because of you

Ice chills my heart making me stone
I blame you for all that I go through
If you had just controlled youself I would be fine
You still have yet to learn what happens

You're why I hurt, Why I am so empty
Why my head whispers insanity
I only wish for you to bear what I have
Only when you've felt everything disappear

Nothings left but anger fear and voices whispering
Because you had no control, Because you didn't learn
You have no idea what a mess you made
What you've caused, you just blame others

Because of you my head whispers insanity
Because of you, Because of you
Nothings the same, no more innocence
Because of you hell is on earth
Because of you my head whispers insanity
Because of you, Because of you...

~YBB~

Always and Never

Beaten. Broken. Black.
What is hurting can I ever live again
Always beaten no light no belief till I die
It'll never perish never disappear never depart
Until Im dead and gone Until I no longer feel

Heartbroken. Hopeless. Hurting.
When will I hope wish or believe
Always pushing no hope no faith till I die
It'll never lighten never disperse never leave
Until Im dead and gone Until I can no longer feel

Cold. Conquered. Crushed.
Why did it begin, why can't I remember
Always was no beginning no end till I die
It'll never cease never give up never merciful
Until Im dead and gone Until I can no longer feel

Destroyed. Demolished. Desecrated.
Who deserves this pain, this emptiness
Always did always will always till I die
It'll never stop never slow down never relent
Until Im dead and gone Until I can no longer feel

~YBB~

Some of us live life peaceful
Others take what they don't
Some of us live the high road
Others pay for the luxury
Some of us smile without thought
Others only smile when the worst has passed


Why is the world so divided?
Why must one person be higher?
Why do we all think wealth is a sign of integrity?
When those with wealth don't give a shit about us.
When they think we're worse then dirt,
When we didn't hurt others to gain luxury.
Why must people scorn others so they aren't?
Why are people so hurtful to those that are less blessed?


Some of us live life peaceful
Others take what they don't
Some of us live the high road
Others pay for the luxury
Some of us smile without thought
Others only smile when the worst has passed


Why are we judged by our heritage?
Why must new life be frowned upon?
Why is youth considered so insignificant?
When so much potential is inside.
Why are we urged to gain individuality,
When we are all herded together.
So they can decide whether we should be allowed a chance?
Why are we given so many false pretenses,
When we are so young, so malleable.


Some of us live life peaceful
Others take what they don't
Some of us live the high road
Others pay for the luxury
Some of us smile without thought
Others only smile when the worst has passed...


~YBB~
My first attempt at lyrics...

Lies

Everyday I see all you liars
Acting like you have such a bad life
All of you such accomplished actors
Claiming you actually use a knife

When the time comes for the truth
To finally be known you just lie again
Yet again showing your youth
When you fall, what then?

As your world falls to pieces
And you lose what you lied for
Then come all the dramas
Will you just lie some more?

I was once you then I fell
Lost the one thing I loved
Then finally I heard the bell
Then I finally got shoved

Finally I got a clue about my lies
What are they worth to you
When everything you hold dear dies
And you realize this is true?

I warned you and if you don't listen
I will laugh when you fall
By now you have chosen
If you will listen at all

But remember I was once you
Then it all fell and died
Remember this is true
Hopefully you will abide

~Breezy

I cried myself to sleep last night

Finally realizing you were right

I could never handle this

Missing everything possible to miss

I miss it all way too much

I am beginning to lose touch

He says I will never come back

Knowledge is what he lacks

He can not hold me here

Away from what I hold dear

I will escape this prison

Just wait till i make the decision

At first I hated it

Always fought the bit

Then I fond theatre

Now I will not deter

I promise you now

Today I make a vow

I will gain what I lack

I will come back

~Breezy

That first sight took my heart
Shot through me like a dart
The expanse of beautiful blue
Knowing you're always true

If only to see you again
Multiply the pain by ten
Most people never feel this
This eternal bliss

You are my only love
You are my dove
You are the ocean

~Breezy (excuse the briefness)

I feel so lost

Can't handle the cost

Closer comes insanity

Losing the tranquility

I can clearly remember

It all started in december

Somebody said the wrong thing

I wish I could stop being

I want to dissappear

Not have anyone be near

Just let go and fall

Be able to forget it all

I hold onto the ledge

Almost over the edge

Staring into that dark well

Where insanity and I will dwell

I shouldn't have spoken

Then that edge wouldn't beckon

I didn't see any other way

What else could I say?

~Breezy

Im on the verge of falling

What I will do theres no telling

If you take me away

I will die that day

I won't let you do anymore

I am already so sore

If you even dare to try

I will only sigh

And say this is the day

Im going to make you pay

I will only stare and snicker

As I pull that trigger

No one will be able to stop me

You just wait and see

I will make you bleed

Don't start what you can't lead

~Breezy

Everyday you see me
Not knowing what has come to be
Those of you who know
Seeing I had lost my glow

I act like nothing is wrong
Acting so headstrong
You never see the real me
The one that hates to be

I hide the self that wants to cry
The one that can only deny
That anything is up
All these emotions are going to erupt

Yet I hold it together
I can hardly bear
To go to school
I use it as a rule

Nobody ever sees
When I break my boundries
When I can't hold it back
When I can't keep track

I can't keep it together
My sanity has become looser
I can't keep hold of reality
Im inching towards insanity

Yet sometimes I feel
It'd be easier to deal
If I was surrounded by rubber walls
Stuck in mindless thrall

~Breezy