tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-136299842024-03-12T20:52:18.854-07:00PoemsBreezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.comBlogger85125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-80213132229380317642009-08-04T03:47:00.000-07:002009-08-04T04:05:23.325-07:00Reason[Slow, echoing intro]<br />(What do you do)<br />When you get everything you've ever wanted<br />(What do you do)<br />When everything fits into place<br />(what do you do)<br />When you have what you've always wanted<br /><br />And you lose it (lose it)(lose it)<br />What do you do when your love<br />Isn't enough to make her stay?<br />Do you just watch her walk away?<br />(walk away)[fade]<br /><br />[Screaming]<br />How do you just let her walk away<br />Taking everything you had left<br />[soft]Feeling everything give way<br /><br />[Loud]<br />Give me one god damn reason<br />to keep on believing<br />to keep on trying<br />to keep on breathing<br />Just one god damn reason!<br /><br />What do you do<br />when you gave all you had<br />And it wasn't enough?<br /><br />What do you do<br />if she was your world<br />and her love was just a bluff?<br /><br />Give me one reason to keep on believing<br />Give me one reason to keep on trying<br />Give me one reason to keep on living<br />Give me one god damn reason!<br />[slow quiet]<br />How do you just let her walk away<br />Taking everything you had left<br />Feeling everything give way[fade]Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-1216803311733081012008-01-24T00:45:00.000-08:002008-01-24T00:48:10.686-08:00Whats kept me going latelythey're in order of how the last few weeks have gone and how i've changed so yeah<br />Blood to Bleed - Rise Against<br />Learning to Breathe - Switchfoot<br />I'm Still Here - Vertical Horizon<br />I Hate Everything About You - Three Days Grace<br />Break My Fall - Breaking Benjamin<br />Always - Saliva<br />Gone Forever - Three Days Grace<br /><br />These ones just give me a little strength.<br /><br />Empty Promises - Papa Roach<br />Concrete Angel - Martina McBride<br />Broken Home - Papa Roach<br />One Last Breath - Creed<br /><br />if i think of any others ill post them<br />listen to those if you wanna understand<br />who i am right now<br /><br />Now of course a poem =]<br />Tell me what you thinky<br /><br /><br />I loved you heart and soul<br />Never knew the ending toll<br />I thought our love was forever<br />But now I regret my endeavor<br /><br />I have never felt this cold before<br />It was my very being that you tore<br />I have no clue where to go what to feel<br />I can't hold myself together to begin to deal<br /><br />My friends and those I left to rot<br />This is the tragedy that I bought<br />You all supported me and saw this through<br />All that you said made me realize what to do<br /><br />Getting back to normal was a task<br />Help was needed but never could I ask<br />Lifted myself back up and stood<br />Managed what strength I could<br /><br />Saved by an angel hidden by grief<br />All I needed was his stone hard belief<br />The life I owe to him is the my own<br />Never again will I ever be so alone<br /><br />They were all right and I was wrong<br />I don't need you all I need is song<br />Stronger still I don't need anyone<br />Now I see I have just begun<br /><br /><3 Revelin [Brya]Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-86667486510213784572008-01-02T22:05:00.000-08:002008-01-02T22:07:14.501-08:00HopeStill hurting, everynight crying myself to sleep<br />Hope emerges, and we're in it together, deep<br />Everyone saying just to move on and stop crying<br />That I never loved him I'm just lying<br /><br />Adrift in a dark sea nowhere to go nowhere to turn<br />Hoping to god that numbness makes a return<br />Only six months to bear until I might be free<br />To move on and live, to truly enjoy to be<br /><br />On the distant horizon of year's end<br />I see my haven, someone love might send<br />But can I last until the day I leave<br />Maybe possibly I just need to believe<br /><br />Brya<br />Idk where it came from but there it is.Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-46170504652993005232007-10-11T18:32:00.001-07:002007-10-11T18:34:27.751-07:00New Drawing<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_7wsuIBLs80Y/Rw7PEPzXLmI/AAAAAAAAAAU/bOVPiSAywaM/s1600-h/gothic+girl.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_7wsuIBLs80Y/Rw7PEPzXLmI/AAAAAAAAAAU/bOVPiSAywaM/s400/gothic+girl.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5120257498235219554" border="0" /></a>Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-24634109854212625782007-07-03T12:31:00.000-07:002007-07-03T12:53:58.050-07:00It started with just getting tipsy<br />Then open the bag lets have a looksy<br />Smokin the green<br />A whole new scene<br />Breathe in deep then pass the pipe<br />Really doesn't stand up to all the hype<br />Change the song<br />Pass the bong<br />Lay back count the dots in the sky<br />No one keeping track of the time passin by<br />Oh shit got the munchies<br />Chips are all the crunchies<br />Just one more hit then I'm done<br /><br />Poppin pills everything spinnin again<br />Hitting anything to numb the pain<br />New night New Fight<br />Doing everything in sight<br /><br />Now on to the medication<br />Depressents and the stimulation<br />Nyquil Tylenol<br />Seen them all<br />PCP got your legs all jelly<br />Sit look whats on the telly<br />Rip em open<br />Counting again<br />Its adding up now all the pills<br />Not keeping with the usual thrills<br />Add a dose<br />Up your nose<br /><br />Poppin pills everything spinnin again<br />Hitting anything to numb the pain<br />New night New Fight<br />Doing everything in sight<br /><br />Now its getting all hardcore<br />Losing cash gotta get some more<br />Now your sure<br />Got the pure<br />Coke Crack got thewhite stuff<br />One gram two gram it ain't enough<br />Tweakin out<br />Gotta shout<br />Line after line have 'em all straight<br />Razorblade on glass a sound to hate<br />More to hit<br />8balls the shit<br />Just one more line then I'm done<br /><br />Poppin pills everything spinnin again<br />Hitting anything to numb the pain<br />New night New Fight<br />Doing everything in sight<br /><br />Now its getting serious cash flow<br />Dropping acid everything going slow<br />Drip Drip<br />Drop<br />Hallucinating blue cows chewing your toes<br />The walls are closing in no one knows<br />Sounds loud<br />Bleeding cloud<br />Moving cars going in another lane<br />Wanna touchy I'm slowly going insane<br />Desperation<br />Drug nation<br /><br />Poppin pills everything spinnin again<br />Hitting anything to numb the pain<br />New night New Fight<br />Doing everything in sight<br /><br />Had it with all the come downs<br />One last high then no more frowns<br />Take it all<br />No one to call<br />One last word to any who care to look<br />Writing messy, barely legible, hands shook<br />Only one bridge<br />On the ledge<br />Cars passing below noises are unbearable<br />The trip here long complicated understandable<br />Lean forward<br />Move toward<br />The cars are closing in yellow lines visible<br />The world is cold and painful barely liveble<br />Nothing said<br />Now I'm dead<br /><br /><br />BryaBreezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-5261993524340185732007-06-26T04:51:00.000-07:002007-06-26T05:12:42.182-07:00Everything Has Gone AwayWhat to do, nothing to say<br />Everything has gone away<br />Nothing left to do but hope<br />Someone doesn't pull the rope<br /><br />Stuck inside nowhere to turn<br />Never had the chance to learn<br />Black and white now muddled gray<br />Who knew the price one would pay<br /><br />Choices flying by no time to decide<br />Everything connected Everything tied<br />No one to run too nowhere to hide<br />Now nobody is there by your side<br /><br />Scared of the future Scared to die<br />Couldn't take it Couldn't cry<br />Gave in Gave up Too much to take<br />Now only one decision left to make<br /><br />Black or White Life or Death<br />Whether or not to take another breath<br />Nothing to do What to say<br />Everything has gone away<br /><br />♥ Brya ♥Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-4105451406076454542007-04-22T16:55:00.000-07:002007-04-22T17:12:56.942-07:00Real Me<div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;">Theres too much to say in so<br />LITTLE TIME<br />It may already too late to<br />SAVE ME<br />Questions gone unanswered have me<br />LOST<br />Of my stubborn uniqueness<br />VICTIM<br />I may be as the real me is seen<br />NEVER<br />Forget my words precious to only<br />YOU<br /><br />Assimilation and Conformity were never<br />MY THING<br />Its you choice to be a worthless<br />CLONE<br />I can't be who you want me<br />TO BE<br />Accept or Reject and see the real me<br />FRIEND<br /><br />Both of you want me to become<br />YOU<br />Its obvious I am the complete<br />OPPOSITE<br />I cant be who you want me<br />TO BE<br />So just accept me and see the real me<br />SISTERS<br /><br />You don't care about my<br />LIFE<br />Until it disrupts your humble<br />PERFECTION<br />The good is never seen only the<br />FUCK UPS<br />I can't be who you want me<br />TO BE<br />So look harder and see the real me<br />FATHER<br /><br />You hide things to keep me<br />PROTECTED<br />What I need is to know the<br />TRUTH<br />Of who you really believe and<br />TRUST<br />I can't be who you want me </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;">TO BE</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;">So let go and see the real me<br />MOTHER<br /><br />Never did you accept me<br />AS IS<br />Always trying to change who<br />I AM<br />Its up to you what happens<br />NOW<br />I can't be who you want me<br />TO BE<br />So decide and see the real me<br />LOVE<br /><br />So many of you pulling trying to<br />CHANGE ME<br />I already chose who I want<br />TO BECOME<br />You have no clue as to who<br />YOU ARE<br />So you try to make me something<br />LIKE YOU<br />That you might find a clue as to what<br />DIRECTION<br />You need to go to find<br />YOURSELF<br />I can't be someone to control like a<br />PUPPET<br />Stop trying to change the<br />REAL ME</span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">~*The Lady Sinner*~</div>Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-1160873113269877442006-10-14T17:44:00.000-07:002006-10-14T17:48:45.356-07:00ChooseWhat do you do when your life stands still<br />Where you can do nothing, no matter how great your will<br />When you turn around to look way back when<br />To time when you were happy again<br /><br />To a time when your cares were far behind<br />And for you, misfortune was hard to find.<br />When you could give a sigh of relief<br />Because the last thing you ever gave thought to was grief<br /><br />How does it look as you stare down the trail<br />That was filled with hopes that you’d think never fail<br />But now you have come to different place<br />Where happiness is naught but a scarce trace<br /><br />Has the world turned its back upon you for no reason<br />Has the world committed an emotional treason<br />Why would such misfortune befall you so fast<br />And why wont the new good memories last?<br /><br />Remember the times between you and I<br />How does it feel to move on and say bye?<br />It may be you don’t want to move onward on track<br />But you’re pushed on by others who wont let you back<br /><br />Well I am still here, standing right in your sight<br />And I sure as hell wont stand here and give up the fight<br />I stood by through worse, and I wont give up now<br />I’ll fight tooth and nail and hopefully, somehow<br /><br />I will eventually succeed, but I cant do it myself<br />I need you to take a firm stand and help<br />You have to defy what you no isn’t right<br />And I will agree with you each day and night<br /><br />For I know that this is matters too much to me<br />To have it be removed completely, you see<br />So now is the chance, do you want to keep going<br />Into new wilderness, without help nor knowing<br /><br />So now what happens, which way do you choose<br />Because no matter the choice, somebody will lose<br />But remember that road with the memories we’ve had<br />And I always was there, through good and through bad<br /><br />And now when I need you more now than ever<br />Our friendship is tearing and soon will be severed<br />So now that you know that life isn’t going to wait<br />It wont wait for your lingering fears to abate<br /><br />It’s going to continue so you must go on<br />But hopefully you’ll see what’s been there all along<br />What do you do when all you need is a friend<br />Well remember I'm here, and I will ‘til the end.Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-1156471451330219842006-08-24T18:49:00.000-07:002006-08-24T19:22:31.063-07:00Because of youIce chills my heart making me stone<br />I blame you for all that I go through<br />If you had just controlled youself I would be fine<br />You still have yet to learn what happens<br /><br />You're why I hurt, Why I am so empty<br />Why my head whispers insanity<br />I only wish for you to bear what I have<br />Only when you've felt everything disappear<br /><br />Nothings left but anger fear and voices whispering<br />Because you had no control, Because you didn't learn<br />You have no idea what a mess you made<br />What you've caused, you just blame others<br /><br />Because of you my head whispers insanity<br />Because of you, Because of you<br />Nothings the same, no more innocence<br />Because of you hell is on earth<br />Because of you my head whispers insanity<br />Because of you, Because of you...<br /><br />~YBB~Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-1155699573599196292006-08-15T20:16:00.000-07:002006-08-15T20:40:59.796-07:00Always and NeverBeaten. Broken. Black.<br />What is hurting can I ever live again<br />Always beaten no light no belief till I die<br />It'll never perish never disappear never depart<br />Until Im dead and gone Until I no longer feel<br /><br />Heartbroken. Hopeless. Hurting.<br />When will I hope wish or believe<br />Always pushing no hope no faith till I die<br />It'll never lighten never disperse never leave<br />Until Im dead and gone Until I can no longer feel<br /><br />Cold. Conquered. Crushed.<br />Why did it begin, why can't I remember<br />Always was no beginning no end till I die<br />It'll never cease never give up never merciful<br />Until Im dead and gone Until I can no longer feel<br /><br />Destroyed. Demolished. Desecrated.<br />Who deserves this pain, this emptiness<br />Always did always will always till I die<br />It'll never stop never slow down never relent<br />Until Im dead and gone Until I can no longer feel<br /><br />~YBB~Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-1154491328852338842006-08-01T21:01:00.000-07:002006-08-01T21:02:08.853-07:00Some of us live life peaceful<br />Others take what they don't<br />Some of us live the high road<br />Others pay for the luxury<br />Some of us smile without thought<br />Others only smile when the worst has passed<br /><br /><br />Why is the world so divided?<br />Why must one person be higher?<br />Why do we all think wealth is a sign of integrity?<br />When those with wealth don't give a shit about us.<br />When they think we're worse then dirt,<br />When we didn't hurt others to gain luxury.<br />Why must people scorn others so they aren't?<br />Why are people so hurtful to those that are less blessed?<br /><br /><br />Some of us live life peaceful<br />Others take what they don't<br />Some of us live the high road<br />Others pay for the luxury<br />Some of us smile without thought<br />Others only smile when the worst has passed<br /><br /><br />Why are we judged by our heritage?<br />Why must new life be frowned upon?<br />Why is youth considered so insignificant?<br />When so much potential is inside.<br />Why are we urged to gain individuality,<br />When we are all herded together.<br />So they can decide whether we should be allowed a chance?<br />Why are we given so many false pretenses,<br />When we are so young, so malleable.<br /><br /><br />Some of us live life peaceful<br />Others take what they don't<br />Some of us live the high road<br />Others pay for the luxury<br />Some of us smile without thought<br />Others only smile when the worst has passed...<br /><br /><br />~YBB~<br />My first attempt at lyrics...Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-1144888973014620462006-04-12T17:23:00.000-07:002006-04-12T17:45:58.510-07:00Lies<div align="center">Everyday I see all you liars<br />Acting like you have such a bad life<br />All of you such accomplished actors<br />Claiming you actually use a knife<br /></div><div align="center"><br />When the time comes for the truth<br />To finally be known you just lie again<br />Yet again showing your youth<br />When you fall, what then?<br /></div><div align="center"><br />As your world falls to pieces<br />And you lose what you lied for<br />Then come all the dramas<br />Will you just lie some more?<br /></div><div align="center"><br />I was once you then I fell<br />Lost the one thing I loved<br />Then finally I heard the bell<br />Then I finally got shoved<br /></div><div align="center"><br />Finally I got a clue about my lies<br />What are they worth to you<br />When everything you hold dear dies<br />And you realize this is true?<br /></div><div align="center"><br />I warned you and if you don't listen<br />I will laugh when you fall<br />By now you have chosen<br />If you will listen at all<br /></div><div align="center"><br />But remember I was once you<br />Then it all fell and died<br />Remember this is true<br />Hopefully you will abide<br /></div><div align="center"><br />~Breezy</div>Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-1140486515724445532006-02-20T17:42:00.000-08:002006-02-20T17:48:35.743-08:00<div align="center">I cried myself to sleep last night</div><div align="center">Finally realizing you were right</div><div align="center">I could never handle this</div><div align="center">Missing everything possible to miss</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">I miss it all way too much</div><div align="center">I am beginning to lose touch</div><div align="center">He says I will never come back</div><div align="center">Knowledge is what he lacks</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">He can not hold me here</div><div align="center">Away from what I hold dear</div><div align="center">I will escape this prison</div><div align="center">Just wait till i make the decision</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">At first I hated it</div><div align="center">Always fought the bit</div><div align="center">Then I fond theatre</div><div align="center">Now I will not deter</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">I promise you now</div><div align="center">Today I make a vow</div><div align="center">I will gain what I lack</div><div align="center">I will come back</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">~Breezy</div>Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-1140326397235919062006-02-18T20:59:00.000-08:002006-02-20T17:54:35.036-08:00<div align="center">That first sight took my heart<br />Shot through me like a dart<br />The expanse of beautiful blue<br />Knowing you're always true<br /><br />If only to see you again<br />Multiply the pain by ten<br />Most people never feel this<br />This eternal bliss<br /><br />You are my only love<br />You are my dove<br />You are the ocean<br /><br />~Breezy (excuse the briefness)</div>Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-1138935526999362512006-02-02T18:48:00.000-08:002006-02-02T19:01:31.033-08:00<div align="center">I feel so lost</div><div align="center">Can't handle the cost</div><div align="center">Closer comes insanity</div><div align="center">Losing the tranquility</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">I can clearly remember</div><div align="center">It all started in december</div><div align="center">Somebody said the wrong thing</div><div align="center">I wish I could stop being</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">I want to dissappear</div><div align="center">Not have anyone be near</div><div align="center">Just let go and fall</div><div align="center">Be able to forget it all</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">I hold onto the ledge</div><div align="center">Almost over the edge</div><div align="center">Staring into that dark well</div><div align="center">Where insanity and I will dwell</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">I shouldn't have spoken</div><div align="center">Then that edge wouldn't beckon</div><div align="center">I didn't see any other way</div><div align="center">What else could I say?</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">~Breezy</div>Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-1137636547329757052006-01-18T18:07:00.000-08:002006-01-18T18:09:07.346-08:00<div align="center">Im on the verge of falling</div><div align="center">What I will do theres no telling</div><div align="center">If you take me away</div><div align="center">I will die that day</div><div align="center"><br />I won't let you do anymore</div><div align="center">I am already so sore</div><div align="center">If you even dare to try</div><div align="center">I will only sigh</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">And say this is the day</div><div align="center">Im going to make you pay</div><div align="center">I will only stare and snicker</div><div align="center">As I pull that trigger</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">No one will be able to stop me</div><div align="center">You just wait and see</div><div align="center">I will make you bleed</div><div align="center">Don't start what you can't lead</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">~Breezy</div>Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-1137462544911388872006-01-16T17:30:00.000-08:002006-01-16T17:51:01.950-08:00<div align="center">Everyday you see me<br />Not knowing what has come to be<br />Those of you who know<br />Seeing I had lost my glow<br /><br />I act like nothing is wrong<br />Acting so headstrong<br />You never see the real me<br />The one that hates to be<br /><br />I hide the self that wants to cry<br />The one that can only deny<br />That anything is up<br />All these emotions are going to erupt<br /><br />Yet I hold it together<br />I can hardly bear<br />To go to school<br />I use it as a rule<br /><br />Nobody ever sees<br />When I break my boundries<br />When I can't hold it back<br />When I can't keep track<br /><br />I can't keep it together<br />My sanity has become looser<br />I can't keep hold of reality<br />Im inching towards insanity<br /><br />Yet sometimes I feel<br />It'd be easier to deal<br />If I was surrounded by rubber walls<br />Stuck in mindless thrall<br /><br />~Breezy</div>Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-1135762516470327642005-12-28T01:18:00.000-08:002005-12-28T01:36:59.806-08:00<div align="center">As my days on holiday shorten</div><div align="center">My thoughts continue to darken</div><div align="center">They turn to what I must face</div><div align="center">I cannot keep pace</div><div align="center">I wish not to go back</div><div align="center">Courage is what I lack</div><div align="center">I do not wish to tell you passed</div><div align="center">How I was harassed</div><div align="center">Yet mother I must</div><div align="center">For you I trust</div><div align="center">I know you love him</div><div align="center">But the truth is dim</div><div align="center">You must know it</div><div align="center">As I fight the bit</div><div align="center">I know I must tell you</div><div align="center">What is true</div><div align="center">That your love did something</div><div align="center">That I would wish on no other human being</div><div align="center">He did not do the worst</div><div align="center">Yet my bubble he did burst</div><div align="center">I could never hate him</div><div align="center">I am not that dim</div><div align="center">But I must finally tell</div><div align="center">I hope you won't yell</div><div align="center">Those moments I never hoped to relive</div><div align="center">He held me captive</div><div align="center">In heart and mind I am hurt</div><div align="center">But I do not wish for comfort</div><div align="center">I just wanted it to dissapear</div><div align="center">Those thoughts never to come near</div><div align="center">Yet everynight I can't sleep</div><div align="center">Fearing what will creep</div><div align="center">Into my dreams and haunt me</div><div align="center">I just wanted to be left be</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">~Breezy</div>Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-1135678087997145742005-12-27T02:04:00.000-08:002005-12-27T02:09:20.796-08:00<div align="center">Images on the edges of my vision<br />Clarity my only mission<br />I don't know why I did this<br />I offer you no bliss<br />I had to see if it would work<br />I can't see through this murk<br />I do not know what my future is<br />But I like the word tis<br /><br />~Breezy (just ramblings, running out of inspiration)</div>Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-1135470275926166102005-12-24T16:22:00.000-08:002005-12-24T16:24:36.060-08:00<div align="center">You may push me around</div><div align="center">But you cannot win</div><div align="center">You may throw me down</div><div align="center">But I'll rise again</div><div align="center">The more you say</div><div align="center">The more I defy you</div><div align="center">So get out of my face </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">You cannot stop us</div><div align="center">You cannot bring us down</div><div align="center">Never give up</div><div align="center">We go on and on</div><div align="center">You'll never break us</div><div align="center">Never bring us down</div><div align="center">We are alive!</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">The wind blows</div><div align="center">I'll lean into the wind</div><div align="center">My anger grows</div><div align="center">I'll use it to win</div><div align="center">The more you say</div><div align="center">The more I defy you</div><div align="center">So get out of my way </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">All my will</div><div align="center">All my strength</div><div align="center">Rip it out</div><div align="center">Start again</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">You cannot stop us<br />You cannot bring us down<br />Never give up<br />We go on and on<br />You'll never break us<br />Never bring us down<br />We are alive! </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">Can you leave it all behind?</div><div align="center">Can you leave it all behind?</div><div align="center">Cause you can't go back</div><div align="center">You can't go back</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">~The Offspring</div><div align="center"> </div>Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-1135372781606540012005-12-23T12:54:00.000-08:002005-12-23T13:19:41.756-08:00<div align="center">As I watched those people walk by</div><div align="center">In my thoughts I could not lie</div><div align="center">I had never felt this lost</div><div align="center">I had forgotten the final cost</div><div align="center">Of leading on this life</div><div align="center">Of never finishing that strife</div><div align="center">Yet here I stand, untouched</div><div align="center">My heart so valiantly clutched</div><div align="center">I hadn't thought of the consequence</div><div align="center">Of the sequence of events</div><div align="center">The heartache such thoughts would cause</div><div align="center">Only now do I pause</div><div align="center">After what will be done is planned</div><div align="center">Thoughts so grand</div><div align="center">Yet now that it shall finally happen</div><div align="center">Maybe its just fiction</div><div align="center">All these plans and thoughts</div><div align="center">Could be imaginary slipknots</div><div align="center">Yet how do I know</div><div align="center">Im not at a low</div><div align="center">Yet completely oblivious</div><div align="center">To the obvious</div><div align="center">That were I am lain</div><div align="center">I am completely insane</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">~Breezy</div>Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-1135050812283975262005-12-19T19:36:00.000-08:002005-12-19T19:58:10.213-08:00<div align="center">I will not lie</div><div align="center">All I wanted was to die</div><div align="center">Now I have realized</div><div align="center">I was immobilized</div><div align="center">For I never knew to love</div><div align="center">Until I met you my dove</div><div align="center">I used to do things you never knew</div><div align="center">You never knew who I slew</div><div align="center">Now my only wish is to live</div><div align="center">Hopefully you will forgive</div><div align="center">My temporary lapse in judgement</div><div align="center">And when my heart was absent</div><div align="center">Because I owe my life to you</div><div align="center">Hopefully I will always be true</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">~Breezy</div>Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-1134885779839369912005-12-17T22:01:00.000-08:002005-12-17T22:06:32.940-08:00I Swear<div align="center">The wind is whispering<br />The rising moon<br />Puts a spell on my heart<br />Under stars-twinkling high above<br />When i close my eyes<br />We're dancin' into the flame<br />I won't spend<br />Finally comes time to decide<br />Stuck here in the same old bind<br />Ill be there<br />By the moon and the stars in the sky<br />Like a shadow that's by your side<br />I swear</div>Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-1134703182203869052005-12-15T19:12:00.000-08:002005-12-17T22:04:27.783-08:00<div align="center">I want to tell you yes<br />But I am such a mess<br />I hold you dear<br />But I just can't let you near<br />For fear I'll hurt you<br />That I couldn't be true<br />I am so confused<br />I feel so used<br />I know everyday the pain gets worse<br />I've gone through that course<br />But I just can't bring myself<br />To take you off your shelf<br />I truly want to give what you wish<br />But I don't want to be selfish<br />And hurt you as badly as I fear<br />I cannot let you near<br />Because thats the only result of this alliance<br />So I shall, for now, keep my distance<br /><br />~Breezy</div>Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13629984.post-1134620940902879822005-12-14T19:20:00.000-08:002005-12-17T22:04:57.963-08:00<div align="center">I feel so lost<br />I forgot the cost<br />Of living this life<br />Of solving this strife<br />I thought I wouldn't be caught<br />I thought I had been taught<br />Never to become confused<br />Always know what needed to be used<br />To never lose track of the goal<br />Never let battle take its toll<br />I was taught to never be found<br />Yet here I lie on the ground<br />Your sword upon my throat<br />I had been taught to never gloat<br />Yet I couldn't resist<br />Gave into the deadly tempest<br />Let information leak<br />Gave it a little tweak<br />Yet still you hesitated<br />Knowing I had been blooded<br />Because you had let emotions factor<br />Let me pierce your armor<br />Now i had you in my web<br />Knowing you were dead<br />Only a fraction of a second<br />Passed before I embedded<br />My knife hilt deep<br />The blood began to seep<br />As you fell into the snow<br />Nobody shall know<br />That it is I who did it<br />It is I who threw the hit<br />I killed you<br />I was never true<br />Yet in killing you<br />I killed myself<br /><br />~Breezy</div>Breezerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18385489780122721193noreply@blogger.com3