Always and Never

Beaten. Broken. Black.
What is hurting can I ever live again
Always beaten no light no belief till I die
It'll never perish never disappear never depart
Until Im dead and gone Until I no longer feel

Heartbroken. Hopeless. Hurting.
When will I hope wish or believe
Always pushing no hope no faith till I die
It'll never lighten never disperse never leave
Until Im dead and gone Until I can no longer feel

Cold. Conquered. Crushed.
Why did it begin, why can't I remember
Always was no beginning no end till I die
It'll never cease never give up never merciful
Until Im dead and gone Until I can no longer feel

Destroyed. Demolished. Desecrated.
Who deserves this pain, this emptiness
Always did always will always till I die
It'll never stop never slow down never relent
Until Im dead and gone Until I can no longer feel

~YBB~