Thursday, January 24, 2008

Whats kept me going lately

they're in order of how the last few weeks have gone and how i've changed so yeah
Blood to Bleed - Rise Against
Learning to Breathe - Switchfoot
I'm Still Here - Vertical Horizon
I Hate Everything About You - Three Days Grace
Break My Fall - Breaking Benjamin
Always - Saliva
Gone Forever - Three Days Grace

These ones just give me a little strength.

Empty Promises - Papa Roach
Concrete Angel - Martina McBride
Broken Home - Papa Roach
One Last Breath - Creed

if i think of any others ill post them
listen to those if you wanna understand
who i am right now

Now of course a poem =]
Tell me what you thinky

I loved you heart and soul
Never knew the ending toll
I thought our love was forever
But now I regret my endeavor

I have never felt this cold before
It was my very being that you tore
I have no clue where to go what to feel
I can't hold myself together to begin to deal

My friends and those I left to rot
This is the tragedy that I bought
You all supported me and saw this through
All that you said made me realize what to do

Getting back to normal was a task
Help was needed but never could I ask
Lifted myself back up and stood
Managed what strength I could

Saved by an angel hidden by grief
All I needed was his stone hard belief
The life I owe to him is the my own
Never again will I ever be so alone

They were all right and I was wrong
I don't need you all I need is song
Stronger still I don't need anyone
Now I see I have just begun

<3 Revelin [Brya]

Wednesday, January 02, 2008


Still hurting, everynight crying myself to sleep
Hope emerges, and we're in it together, deep
Everyone saying just to move on and stop crying
That I never loved him I'm just lying

Adrift in a dark sea nowhere to go nowhere to turn
Hoping to god that numbness makes a return
Only six months to bear until I might be free
To move on and live, to truly enjoy to be

On the distant horizon of year's end
I see my haven, someone love might send
But can I last until the day I leave
Maybe possibly I just need to believe

Idk where it came from but there it is.