Thursday, August 24, 2006

Because of you

Ice chills my heart making me stone
I blame you for all that I go through
If you had just controlled youself I would be fine
You still have yet to learn what happens

You're why I hurt, Why I am so empty
Why my head whispers insanity
I only wish for you to bear what I have
Only when you've felt everything disappear

Nothings left but anger fear and voices whispering
Because you had no control, Because you didn't learn
You have no idea what a mess you made
What you've caused, you just blame others

Because of you my head whispers insanity
Because of you, Because of you
Nothings the same, no more innocence
Because of you hell is on earth
Because of you my head whispers insanity
Because of you, Because of you...

~YBB~

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Always and Never

Beaten. Broken. Black.
What is hurting can I ever live again
Always beaten no light no belief till I die
It'll never perish never disappear never depart
Until Im dead and gone Until I no longer feel

Heartbroken. Hopeless. Hurting.
When will I hope wish or believe
Always pushing no hope no faith till I die
It'll never lighten never disperse never leave
Until Im dead and gone Until I can no longer feel

Cold. Conquered. Crushed.
Why did it begin, why can't I remember
Always was no beginning no end till I die
It'll never cease never give up never merciful
Until Im dead and gone Until I can no longer feel

Destroyed. Demolished. Desecrated.
Who deserves this pain, this emptiness
Always did always will always till I die
It'll never stop never slow down never relent
Until Im dead and gone Until I can no longer feel

~YBB~

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Some of us live life peaceful
Others take what they don't
Some of us live the high road
Others pay for the luxury
Some of us smile without thought
Others only smile when the worst has passed


Why is the world so divided?
Why must one person be higher?
Why do we all think wealth is a sign of integrity?
When those with wealth don't give a shit about us.
When they think we're worse then dirt,
When we didn't hurt others to gain luxury.
Why must people scorn others so they aren't?
Why are people so hurtful to those that are less blessed?


Some of us live life peaceful
Others take what they don't
Some of us live the high road
Others pay for the luxury
Some of us smile without thought
Others only smile when the worst has passed


Why are we judged by our heritage?
Why must new life be frowned upon?
Why is youth considered so insignificant?
When so much potential is inside.
Why are we urged to gain individuality,
When we are all herded together.
So they can decide whether we should be allowed a chance?
Why are we given so many false pretenses,
When we are so young, so malleable.


Some of us live life peaceful
Others take what they don't
Some of us live the high road
Others pay for the luxury
Some of us smile without thought
Others only smile when the worst has passed...


~YBB~
My first attempt at lyrics...