Hope

Still hurting, everynight crying myself to sleep
Hope emerges, and we're in it together, deep
Everyone saying just to move on and stop crying
That I never loved him I'm just lying

Adrift in a dark sea nowhere to go nowhere to turn
Hoping to god that numbness makes a return
Only six months to bear until I might be free
To move on and live, to truly enjoy to be

On the distant horizon of year's end
I see my haven, someone love might send
But can I last until the day I leave
Maybe possibly I just need to believe

Brya
Idk where it came from but there it is.