As I watched those people walk by

In my thoughts I could not lie

I had never felt this lost

I had forgotten the final cost

Of leading on this life

Of never finishing that strife

Yet here I stand, untouched

My heart so valiantly clutched

I hadn't thought of the consequence

Of the sequence of events

The heartache such thoughts would cause

Only now do I pause

After what will be done is planned

Thoughts so grand

Yet now that it shall finally happen

Maybe its just fiction

All these plans and thoughts

Could be imaginary slipknots

Yet how do I know

Im not at a low

Yet completely oblivious

To the obvious

That were I am lain

I am completely insane

~Breezy