Im on the verge of falling

What I will do theres no telling

If you take me away

I will die that day

I won't let you do anymore

I am already so sore

If you even dare to try

I will only sigh

And say this is the day

Im going to make you pay

I will only stare and snicker

As I pull that trigger

No one will be able to stop me

You just wait and see

I will make you bleed

Don't start what you can't lead

~Breezy

Everyday you see me
Not knowing what has come to be
Those of you who know
Seeing I had lost my glow

I act like nothing is wrong
Acting so headstrong
You never see the real me
The one that hates to be

I hide the self that wants to cry
The one that can only deny
That anything is up
All these emotions are going to erupt

Yet I hold it together
I can hardly bear
To go to school
I use it as a rule

Nobody ever sees
When I break my boundries
When I can't hold it back
When I can't keep track

I can't keep it together
My sanity has become looser
I can't keep hold of reality
Im inching towards insanity

Yet sometimes I feel
It'd be easier to deal
If I was surrounded by rubber walls
Stuck in mindless thrall

~Breezy